I have had a moment of clarity tonight and I have realized that I am being given the opportunity to right the greatest wrong, correct the most haunting regret, that I have suffered through all these years that make up my life. Then I made mistakes, but I am wiser now and of more pure heart, and I, by the grace of God, am being given a second chance to make up for my mis-steps. I wish I could be more specific, but I cannot, only to say that this fills me with tremendous hope and peace.