This post was here
but now it's gone,
it could not stay
for very long.

Sometimes I write posts that are really, really good -- honest, elequent, clear and the like -- but after I post them I suddenly start thinking about them and their appropriateness...I start thinking, "what if I were kyle's friend and was sitting at work or at home, checking his blog and in doing so came across this" and it kinda freaks me out. Some things are just too personal to be said without saying something to friends first (not that I have a problem with exposing myself to the world...but friends should not have to learn things or hear me say things from this page and not my mouth). In any case, this was one of those posts.

It will be back.