I was a jerk for posting that last post the other night...it wsan't really complete...I don't believe that everyone is stuck in that place as I may have implied...not even close. But then, maybe, it was good that it was in that form...for anyone that reads it and says "geez, I never looked at it that way" is probably stuck in that high school way of thinking whereas people that read it "kyle, you're full of shit" are probably right...at least in how it pertains to themselves. It just really gets me down when I see so much potential in the world wasted on vain and trivial things like lust and greed...and there's a lot of it out there. It's the glowing dots to the gagillion pacmans of the world or whatever...all lined up, gobbling them as they go. egads. I keep talking like this and I'm gonna throw myself into another depression.

Must...listen to...happy...summer...music...

Belle & Sebastian -- A Summer Wasting
Summer in winter
Winter in springtime
You heard the birds sing
Everything will be fine

I spent the summer wasting
The time was passed so easily
But if the summer's wasted
How come that I could feel so free
I spent the summer wasting
The sky was blue beyond compare
A photograph of myself
Is all I have to show for

Seven weeks of river walkways
Seven weeks of staying up all night

I spent the summer wasting
The time was passed so pleasantly
Say cheerio to books now
The only things I'll read are faces
1 spent the summer wasting
Under a canopy of

Seven weeks of reading papers
Seven weeks of river walkways
Seven weeks of feeling guilty
Seven weeks of staying up all night

Summer in winter
Winter is springtime
You heard the bird say
Everything will be fine