insomnia sucks

I haven't been able to get to sleep the last couple of nights. I lie there, clenching my eyes shut, trying to stop my brain from running through the course of a million thoughts but fail at the task. I go through conversations I want to have, need to have, should have had already trying to figure out what the hell is going on in my life right now and how I feel about things and people. It is hell.

Such troubles do have their pluses however, as I have unlocked some of those thoughts that I had stashed away from myself, some unwittingly, deep within the recesses of my own mind. I have some much needed clarity, I see some light at the end of the tunnel that I am currently in...sunlight is good.