the reset thing

The thing that I was trying to get at last night, I think, is the feeling of self-confidence that I haven't felt in so long. I feel rested and ready and willing and able to take on the world for the first time in years. It's weird to me how I am able to talk with perfect strangers lately, and I've even been able to flirt with girls (now to just find the right ones to flirt with and have them like me back). Hell, those things that have been bothering me for so long (some I don't talk about here, but people that know me in RL and read this blog know what I mean) just seem silly and trite to me. I don't know. It's like I'm fully coming into my own for the first time and it feels good.