i am depressed

It's not the sort of depression that I went through in the first months of this blog, just a sort of stuck sort of thing...I am so ready to kick my life in gear and yet I have to wait, for various reasons beyond my control. Patience I have in buckets, but sometimes buckets isn't enough to put out the fire.

I really want to talk and be around my friends, but I can't get a hold of any. I know that shouldn't bother me, but it does. Some friends more than others.