stuck

Life is good right now, and because of that, I feel stuck.

It is something like what I heard while watching the original BBC Office series this weekend...like every time you make a change in life, it's like rolling a die. You can roll a one, a six, or something in between. Right now I think I'm at a four, maybe a five...roll and I could get a six, maybe another five -- or I could roll a one or a two.

I want that six, but I'm too scared of that snake's eye to take the chance to get it. Maybe after awhile with this four or five I'll have enough security to try...but now, right now, I don't want to roll.